But I do manage to get the knife away from him. A Younger man is scared, nervous, shy, etc. One thing guys don't like is guys who tell on others. Town Hispanics had to pay. If I had told on the inmates, They would have gotten me in another part of the Prison. I never told on anyone for it, but did ask the officer for protective custody.
Subjugation is mental, physical, financial, and sexual. My mother has been a prison guard for over 20 yrs in Florida and the other prisoners wanted to "turn me out" to homosexuality to get back at her and the department. I tryed to tell them it was self defence and that I need protective custody but they wouldnt listen. I was returned to the same prison I had fled from. He has no funds for the things he needs such as soap, junk food, and drugs there are a great deal of drugs in prisons. I had no means to protect myself, being only 23 and scared for my life. In Texas prisons race is the main issue and until people wake up and realize that nothing will change! I have been raped by up to 5 black men and two white men at a time. At that point, two of them braced their feet under his bed and pulled down on the sheet, therefore pinning him to his bed. What if they told, what could happen to them. I feel that maybe some women might look at me as less than a man. This, however does not fully conclude that this is the sole reason for prison relationships because they also feel the genuine connection that can turn into a serious relationship. The social constructionist model is made up of social situations and values. Psychologically the victim eventually begins to believe he is a homosexual and no longer resists. Still I was being asked for sex and tolded that I would have to given over myself one way or another; at this point looking back on the matter I can see that I was going through a brake down mentally. So if one gets raped he may either 1 pay for protection from other inmates. Something I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself for. The cellie I had [at my first unit] was asking me what am I going to do. Well they did just that. And by the time came around I had been bete up sevrule times and had been raped 2 times by the two inmates. Once someone is violated sexually and there is no consequences on the perpetrators, that person who was violated then becomes a mark or marked. The board refused to put me on P. I hope that this story will be an eye opener to whoever reads it. My body and my mind was numb. I am one of the weaker inmates!
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What happens if you're Fat in Prison? - Prison Talk 13.21
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